这是我可以说出心底话的秘密部落格~让我发泄,让我分享,让我更能了解自己的地方!不是炫耀,不是要让人人都知道,但就是想把某些人,事,物都‘打’在这里!!这就是我!我就是我!

1/25/10

BAD DAY!!

Today was my bad day!Expecially in the morning!Ahrrr.......from morning till now!this morning i'm wake up late bcos of i 4gt to turn on my hp alarm last nite! supposedly i need to wake up 7.12am in every morning,but today i'm wake up in 7.30am!alamak!it's late!i jump down frm my lovely bed and walk to prepare as fast as possible!

Ok,after everything is get ready,when i step out frm my hse.....OMG!suddenly stomached!!God!! i through wan tahan and go office toilet 'pu pu' cos lik that at least i had tag my pass before 8.30am so that i'm nt late~bt my stomach is damn pain...looks lik drumming inside!so no choice that i need 'pu pu'at home....bt u know how suffer am i when sambil 'pu pu'sambil c the watch and nervous there...after 10mint somthing i cant care bout izit til gt shit wanna come out,i do the 'cleaning job'and asap jump into my car and drive fast to my work place_Sunway~

Bt when on the way to my working place,i had smelled a very smelly and disgusting taste inside my car....1stly i through is the air smell frm outside,so i switch on the car air-corn to the maximum. i dived quite fast today cos i'm really in late!Finally i reached my working place and safely i dint late....it's 8.29am~haha...

After that when i step in the office,i felt weird when i til gt the disgusting smell which same in my car!what is that thing?? Suddenly i saw my shoes lik stick on smtg......i cant believe my eyes and cant accepted that how bad luck am i!OMG!!!!my shoes was stick on the "bull dog shit"!!!nowonder i will gt the disgusting smell!!OMy!!!i faster walk inside the toilet and try my most best way to clean it up!damn!it's truly very very very very disgusting!!!i hate it!!!wanna vomit!i think i almost wanna finish the whole bottle of the wash hand soap to wash my shoes,haha~Ok,after that,i'm act lik normal and went back to office.its till felt very disgusting for me!yer....

The Bad morning had affected my working day!OMG!!!in sharp 5pm i start keep my stuff and go back home~bt badly....my car air corn maybe oso affect by me,keep going out with hot air....inside my car lik a sonar....very very very very hot!!!i use the faster speed drive back,cos really beh tahan ah~~~~

After reached my lovely house, 1st thing i done is go took a very cold bath!haha~i though all the bad thing had wash by me,bt in the evening,i had argue with my parents pulak!wasai...2day really moody and bad day to me!my bf call me go pray at dua pek gong temple!mayb 2day i 'fan xiao ren'haiz......i really wanna sing 'bad day' frm Daniel Powter~

So 2nite i need take an early bed to skip all the bad luck and hope that 2morrow really a sunny day for me~Good Luck to me!

1/7/10

好烦哦~但还是要这么做!!

昨天听到同事被调取别的部门的消息,顿时间觉得好奇怪哦~心理觉得怪怪的,因为相处有一段时间的我们突然就要分开了(虽然她只是搬到楼上的位子)~可能加上最近工作及经济都遇上了瓶颈吧~突然有股要辞职的冲动。。。。因为好累哦~真的好累~但我没有选择,就算再怎么累,我还是得顶下来,因为我需要$$$$!!眼里,脑里都在想‘它’!其他的,我根本理不到!“ 钱”现在对我来说就更我的“ 命 ”同样重要!现在的我终于能体会到常听人说:当你真的完全投入社会后;当家里一切开销都要包括你在内后;当有自己的车后;当不能再伸手跟家里两老时。。。。“ ”就是万能的!“ ” 就是一切!!“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“ ”“

上班后的Jocelyn真的长大多了,谈恋爱的桂林真的变得有点成熟了(内在)~~我渐渐的相信时间真的可以让一个人变得很不一样。。。从思想到杰出的每一样-人,事,物 都会让我吸取某些“ 精华 ”!上班后的我变得很充实,天天有做不完的工,改了又改的设计;做了又重做的设计;想了又想的点子。。。一切一切把我的设计技巧提升了不少~~让我学会了更多的新知识,还蛮佩服自己因为可以在没有人教导的情况下学习!嘻嘻~~从中我也锻炼出我的EQ~因为我必须很有耐心及很有耐力的去接受他们的批评及永无停止的改!改!改!真的要送上‘ 万分,亿分的感谢 ’ 咯!!我有个学院知己常跟我说我其实算蛮幸运了,因为可以到那么大的公司上班,而且又是我最大,加上有一台自己的iMac及自己的个人座位,又那么好的工作环境,所以要我珍惜。。。说实在的,的确它是一个很不错的公司,但大公司就免不了有很多是非,就算你尽量去避免,但还是会逃不过变成“ 男女主角 ”的。而且要面对数不尽的打击及 “ 背后新闻”。哎。。。一言难尽!!!

夜了。。。明天再继续。。。

钱女幽魂

好朋友最近和前度女友起了承诺的纠纷。这个陈述句的逻辑是矛盾的,什么是承诺的纠纷,既然是前度女友,又谈什么承诺?可是人很多时候总是会像猫咪抓毛线团一样,揪着矛盾不放。

故 事是这样的。男生和女生在一起的时候,曾经一起买过一栋房子。男生为了让女生对大家的将来有安全感,用了将近自己所有的积蓄去付房子的头期,然后费尽牛力 每一个月供着和自己不稳定收入不成正比的房贷。当这对恋人分手了,房子自然归男生拥有,然后继续吃力地缴付着房贷。俩人分手了两年,当男生想要和前女手谈 一谈,应该把房子的名字转归他一个人拥有的时候,问题来了。

女方说:这是你以前给我的承诺,我应该继续拥有这栋房子。男方说:总不该我在几十年之后,我千辛万苦供完了房子,要让你拥有一半吧!看着件事情,我绝对支持男方,在情在理,这两个人已经分开,谁还会活在过去的昙花一现一时兴起的所谓承诺?

当然,可能她也不是放不下以前的承诺,我不否认女方是聪明的。自己有工作能力,也才二十出头,家里经济轻松无负担,可是如果能抓着一张屋契当武器,在爱过自己的男人身上放血,让自己荷包涨噗噗,谁不愿?

问 题的最后解决是,男人付了女人好几万,买下女人一个签名,买下了房子的拥有权。男人之后激动告诉我,他以前真的笨,怎么会爱上一个这么吸金的女人,就算分 手了也不放过他。先不讨论这个男人笨不笨,可是女人在受伤后,翻脸不认人翻转猪肚就是X的变脸术,让自认不是善男信女的我也觉得汗颜。

女 人,当男人已经不当你如珍似宝,你也不愿意只抓着空气和回忆,歇斯底里扯烂脸皮就为了获得承诺的付费。殊不知,你在争取觉得自己应得的那一块的同时,其实 你否定了以前的爱情,以前的自己,最后,也放开了尊严的尾巴。你用钱,欺压着那个对于你来说已经没有意义的男人,其实你也用着钱,一巴掌一巴掌地掌掴着自 己。

怎么可以让金钱胜尊严呢?好傻!

(载自9月份《女友》杂志)

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